Ok.... usually I won't blog on a weekday because I'm just too lazy and tired wtf. Today I'm still lazy and tired but I have to write this down to remind myself how wrong a day could go and to console myself if I ever experience a shitty day like this in future.
Ate spicy fried rice with beer and slept so late due to webcam and chatting.
Also didn't shit that day (why am I telling all this...wtf)
Woke up the next morning with a really bad tummy ache.
Before shower stomach pain like mad but just cannot shit.
After I got dressed and prepare to go to work.... then I felt like shitting superwtf. I think my stomach hates me for eating too much spicy food.
When I'm finally done with shitting the electricity went out. Autogate cannot open. Car cannot go out. I'm stuck.
Called the landlord and he told me the key's in the drawer. Found it but it isn't the right one. Called landlord again but he insisted that that is the key.
Gave up and asked my colleague to pick me up. No car... cannot work.
Then retailer called saying his shop got broke into and wanted me to go over. How??
After that landlord called and asked me to go back. He had the key with him all the while. Fck! Gonna give him eat spicy fried rice soon!
*Don't know why I'm getting angrier as I am continue writing this wtf*
Finally got my car and visited the retailer. Reach there only found out I couldn't help much since the insurance people are from Selangor and it's a public holiday there. Retailer somemore not appreciative and even asked me why I don't know. I'm so gonna feed him with spicy fried rice!
Then gotta finish tomorrow's work because I'm sending my car for puspacom inspection.
Drove so far but the shops were closed. Still in Raya Haji mood apparently. So I'm planning to serve all the shop owners with spicy fried rice when they get back. Raya Haji somemore la....
In the end, I went back without accomplishing anything.
Still have to send my car tomorrow but work not done. How?
It's the spicy fried rice I tell ya....... not the beer.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
......a happy 2 minutes........
I opened the door and you smiled....
It's been a so long since we last meet but I still feel nervous when standing next to you....
Nervous but strangely comfortable...
You started coming closer..... and closer..... my heartbeat got faster.... and faster...
The feeling I've been searching all along........
I closed my eyes and...........
~~beep beep beep~~
....... damn alarm clock........ oh well, another day of work.....
sigh......
It's been a so long since we last meet but I still feel nervous when standing next to you....
Nervous but strangely comfortable...
You started coming closer..... and closer..... my heartbeat got faster.... and faster...
The feeling I've been searching all along........
I closed my eyes and...........
~~beep beep beep~~
....... damn alarm clock........ oh well, another day of work.....
sigh......
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Finally free....
Finally free.... finally have the time to sit myself down and blog.... finally have a stable internet connection... (maxis broadband you still sarkkk!!)... Why a stable connection now? Celcom? Nopes! U-Mobile? Guess again... Wimax? Kuantan doesn't have it ler...........
Muahahaha....... I'm now in Starbucks enjoying the free wireless service while slurping my green tea frap! Perfect ambiance to blog! Fck... got people staring at me now for taking pic of my laptop and drink.....
I guess the first thing I'm gonna update is my graduation few weeks back. It was held in the KLCC convention center and it was nice... Finally graduate... big boy/ parents so proud wtf...... Okay, I have to be honest.... I thought the ceremony was damn boring and I dreaded it.... Why? I gotta drive all the way back to KL just to sit down and wait for a couple of hours, wearing the ugly robe, and then just go up and take piece of mock cert... not even the real one.. After grad we can't even throw our mortar boards up to celebrate because we gotta return it... can't afford to lose it ma... another saddening thing is Adrian, abangku's absense. That bugger was stuck in Abu Dhabi... forced to work but earn shitload of money. Nonetheless, the highlight of the day was actually my family surprising me with a bouquet of flowers.... although quite girly, it's actually my first receipt of flowers... haha.... quite sad so big only get.... even more sad for a guy who wants to receive flowers... wahaha fuck la... I don't want it ler....... I would preferred if they gave me cash.... or an Ipod wtf! But at the end it's the thought that matters and I am blessed with this family. There was a bigger surprise that day where 2 women came to congratulate me! (with a pressie =P) Don't worry WB, I know you have a share in the pressie too...lol. They actually wanted to surprise me but I already knew they were coming.... because I'm smart ma...... my mum was happy I had such good friends and therefore ter-ask the wrong question and that made me suspect their 'well-planned' agenda. The night before she suddenly ask me if I attended the 2 women's convo.......... then I asked her directly if they are coming to mine the next day..... she got a little panic and tried to cover up... too bad because she had the exact expression when she ter-blurt my 21st surprise birthday party... wahahaha mum i love you la...
cannot throw.... cannot throw............
The next thing I'm gonna update is Kuantan... as I said before, it's a nice place and it has almost everything in KL.. heck I'm now blogging in Starbucks yoh! Finally bought my laptop, so now I can post pics!! Like that only nice to blog ma. The best thing I like about Kuantan is the traffic.... seriously no jam.... and if the traffic's heavy, it's due to the many traffic lights this small town have. And because it's small, everything is so near to one another. It only takes me 2 minutes to reach office, 5-10 minutes to reach the malls and 15 minutes to Teluk Cempedak (the beach).The food here is just so so..... I reckon KL to have a better variety and no.... they do not have TGIF or Chillies here... fck! The only nice food is their yong tau foo... and we have to drive up to Sungai Lembing for it (about 45 minutes drive)..... they have the BEST white bean curd because they made it using fresh water. Seriously damn fresh because it's from the river wtf. Super smooth taufoo..."wat lute lute" wtf.
The 3rd thing I'm gonna update is the first launch event I attended since I started working. It was the Pall Mall launch and it was held in the Palace of the Golden Kuda-s. Super fancy and I can't imagine how much the budget was. And since Pall Mall is a value-for-money brand, its budget was supposingly the lowest compared to the other 2 brands....... wtf! Then again, I can't talk much about the event because I don't want to cause any compliant-related issues and I don't want people to think that I'm boasting about my job (wah, happening job la.... terrer la..... bla bla bla) What I'm gonna blog is one of my most malufying incident that happened that night. As usual, newcomers are alcohol victims during company formal dinners. I was prepared for the Kuantan team's attack. Not sure how much beers I had but I was alright. What I did not anticipate was the other management trainees attack.... damn kesian I also don't know how much vodka I downed. I was feeling alright but I needed to puke. Still okay la i thought since we usually feel better after vomiting. I was wrong....... after puking the alcohol hit me and I started to feel dizzy...... so I told myself sit down a while before going back to the hall..... The next thing I knew, people were knocking the cubicle door, trying to wake me up. I finally woke up and was dragged to the bus which brought us back to the hotel. I thought that was it, but again..... I was wrong...................... Went back to office on Monday and found out that apparently my drunk-ass pics were taken...... so many people knew about it until people from HQ (whom I didn't know) introduced themselves and referred to me as the "drunken master" wtf! This kind of case is very common in the company but I still feel damn embarrassed lo.... Finally gained visibility in the company but not necessarily in the right manner. Oh well, life goes on~~~
work hard.............!!!!
play harder......!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually got no more things to update already...... so will just post random pics and talk crap.
Bought myself a new wallet because my previous one was meant for teenagers wtf..... got it when I was in Bali and bought it because it was cheap. Always felt damn shy when I took my wallet out in front of my colleagues....I know I sound damn crazy but it's true la..... So when I went back to KL, I went to 1U and got myself new Braun Buffel. Wanted to be different wtf, so I purchased a vertical one this time. Want to say something ironic like getting a wallet but burnt a hole in my pocket... don't know how to put the right words so shall just say this and skip it wtf.. Anyway, I really like the wallet but don't know why recently the smell of the leather is damn strong... maybe I always put in the back pocket and sit... butt too hot and the leather reacted to my butt-heat wtf.
Before I left for Kuantan, I promised myself to read more intellectual books and get to know the business world.....
End up keeping them in the drawer and read these instead........
shin chan is damn fck funny wei.............................
Alrighty, the Starbucks staffs are already giving me the 'order-more-or-leave' look... I shall end here today and will try to blog more soon... adios.....
Muahahaha....... I'm now in Starbucks enjoying the free wireless service while slurping my green tea frap! Perfect ambiance to blog! Fck... got people staring at me now for taking pic of my laptop and drink.....I guess the first thing I'm gonna update is my graduation few weeks back. It was held in the KLCC convention center and it was nice... Finally graduate... big boy/ parents so proud wtf...... Okay, I have to be honest.... I thought the ceremony was damn boring and I dreaded it.... Why? I gotta drive all the way back to KL just to sit down and wait for a couple of hours, wearing the ugly robe, and then just go up and take piece of mock cert... not even the real one.. After grad we can't even throw our mortar boards up to celebrate because we gotta return it... can't afford to lose it ma... another saddening thing is Adrian, abangku's absense. That bugger was stuck in Abu Dhabi... forced to work but earn shitload of money. Nonetheless, the highlight of the day was actually my family surprising me with a bouquet of flowers.... although quite girly, it's actually my first receipt of flowers... haha.... quite sad so big only get.... even more sad for a guy who wants to receive flowers... wahaha fuck la... I don't want it ler....... I would preferred if they gave me cash.... or an Ipod wtf! But at the end it's the thought that matters and I am blessed with this family. There was a bigger surprise that day where 2 women came to congratulate me! (with a pressie =P) Don't worry WB, I know you have a share in the pressie too...lol. They actually wanted to surprise me but I already knew they were coming.... because I'm smart ma...... my mum was happy I had such good friends and therefore ter-ask the wrong question and that made me suspect their 'well-planned' agenda. The night before she suddenly ask me if I attended the 2 women's convo.......... then I asked her directly if they are coming to mine the next day..... she got a little panic and tried to cover up... too bad because she had the exact expression when she ter-blurt my 21st surprise birthday party... wahahaha mum i love you la...
cannot throw.... cannot throw............
The next thing I'm gonna update is Kuantan... as I said before, it's a nice place and it has almost everything in KL.. heck I'm now blogging in Starbucks yoh! Finally bought my laptop, so now I can post pics!! Like that only nice to blog ma. The best thing I like about Kuantan is the traffic.... seriously no jam.... and if the traffic's heavy, it's due to the many traffic lights this small town have. And because it's small, everything is so near to one another. It only takes me 2 minutes to reach office, 5-10 minutes to reach the malls and 15 minutes to Teluk Cempedak (the beach).The food here is just so so..... I reckon KL to have a better variety and no.... they do not have TGIF or Chillies here... fck! The only nice food is their yong tau foo... and we have to drive up to Sungai Lembing for it (about 45 minutes drive)..... they have the BEST white bean curd because they made it using fresh water. Seriously damn fresh because it's from the river wtf. Super smooth taufoo..."wat lute lute" wtf. 
The 3rd thing I'm gonna update is the first launch event I attended since I started working. It was the Pall Mall launch and it was held in the Palace of the Golden Kuda-s. Super fancy and I can't imagine how much the budget was. And since Pall Mall is a value-for-money brand, its budget was supposingly the lowest compared to the other 2 brands....... wtf! Then again, I can't talk much about the event because I don't want to cause any compliant-related issues and I don't want people to think that I'm boasting about my job (wah, happening job la.... terrer la..... bla bla bla) What I'm gonna blog is one of my most malufying incident that happened that night. As usual, newcomers are alcohol victims during company formal dinners. I was prepared for the Kuantan team's attack. Not sure how much beers I had but I was alright. What I did not anticipate was the other management trainees attack.... damn kesian I also don't know how much vodka I downed. I was feeling alright but I needed to puke. Still okay la i thought since we usually feel better after vomiting. I was wrong....... after puking the alcohol hit me and I started to feel dizzy...... so I told myself sit down a while before going back to the hall..... The next thing I knew, people were knocking the cubicle door, trying to wake me up. I finally woke up and was dragged to the bus which brought us back to the hotel. I thought that was it, but again..... I was wrong...................... Went back to office on Monday and found out that apparently my drunk-ass pics were taken...... so many people knew about it until people from HQ (whom I didn't know) introduced themselves and referred to me as the "drunken master" wtf! This kind of case is very common in the company but I still feel damn embarrassed lo.... Finally gained visibility in the company but not necessarily in the right manner. Oh well, life goes on~~~
work hard.............!!!!
play harder......!!!!!!!!!!!!Actually got no more things to update already...... so will just post random pics and talk crap.
Bought myself a new wallet because my previous one was meant for teenagers wtf..... got it when I was in Bali and bought it because it was cheap. Always felt damn shy when I took my wallet out in front of my colleagues....I know I sound damn crazy but it's true la..... So when I went back to KL, I went to 1U and got myself new Braun Buffel. Wanted to be different wtf, so I purchased a vertical one this time. Want to say something ironic like getting a wallet but burnt a hole in my pocket... don't know how to put the right words so shall just say this and skip it wtf.. Anyway, I really like the wallet but don't know why recently the smell of the leather is damn strong... maybe I always put in the back pocket and sit... butt too hot and the leather reacted to my butt-heat wtf.
Before I left for Kuantan, I promised myself to read more intellectual books and get to know the business world.....
End up keeping them in the drawer and read these instead........
shin chan is damn fck funny wei.............................Alrighty, the Starbucks staffs are already giving me the 'order-more-or-leave' look... I shall end here today and will try to blog more soon... adios.....
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Still Alive....
I'm not gone...nor have I abandon this blog....... just busy with work.... lousy internet connection here (maxis broadband u sark!) and honestly quite lazy (rather read than write blog)........ always coming home tired, tipsy or both.......... will update new posts soon... sabar ler.......
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Kuantan Kuantan, 4 months 4 months!
I'm freaking bored yoh..... I can't access to external websites with my company laptop and I don't have a personal one... Bleh.... luckily i still have my phone, and this is my first time blogging via E71...
Kuantan is fine ya'll..... It has everything I usually want in KL... Starbucks, all the fastfood chains (except Nandos),PDI, The Undershop wtf, Big Apple donuts.. Etc... You get the idea la... Went to Teluk Cempedak yesterday for the beach too... Quite nice but too hot.... Maybe go get suntan wtf...
and you'll see a damn dark black me.. :)
The one thing I don't have is friends here... Such a lonely fck... Hahhaha...Damn bored ler... dinner alone... Grocery shopping alone... All my colleagues here are married and commited to their families.... Sigh... Go out also just happy hour drink and get drunk.......
Now, I'm home blogging on a saturday night while watching Mortal Combat on TV2 super wtf.... Shaun you need a life..... 4 months.... 4 months....
Kuantan is fine ya'll..... It has everything I usually want in KL... Starbucks, all the fastfood chains (except Nandos),PDI, The Undershop wtf, Big Apple donuts.. Etc... You get the idea la... Went to Teluk Cempedak yesterday for the beach too... Quite nice but too hot.... Maybe go get suntan wtf...
and you'll see a damn dark black me.. :)
The one thing I don't have is friends here... Such a lonely fck... Hahhaha...Damn bored ler... dinner alone... Grocery shopping alone... All my colleagues here are married and commited to their families.... Sigh... Go out also just happy hour drink and get drunk.......
Now, I'm home blogging on a saturday night while watching Mortal Combat on TV2 super wtf.... Shaun you need a life..... 4 months.... 4 months....
Sunday, September 21, 2008
ME and Hum Yee....
Tonight is my last night in Kl........ eh...... no............ only left a couple of hours in Kl before I leave for Kuantan to sell salted fish wtf. Sigh...... feeling a little homesick already even though I have not leave. This is the first time I'll be living alone independently, virgin wtf.
Have to focus on the positive points:
Anyways since I'll have limited internet access there, so I won't blog as often d... hopefully I won't la... and Hopefully I can excel there.... wish me lucks yea.....
I MISS EVERYONE LA!
Have to focus on the positive points:
- Can do whatever fck I want
- Earn more money
- May have an excuse to get a new laptop wtf
- Can develop PR skills
- Maybe forced to improve my cantonese and mandarin
- Have to wash own clothes
- Don't know how to iron clothes
- Have to use own money for laundry wtf
- Will have limited internet access sure die super wtf.
- Maybe need to keep going to cyber cafes and waste money.
- Rented room full of crocroaches
- Hantu
- I'M GONNA MISS THE FINALE OF THE TVB MOONLIGHT RESONANCE!!! Kun Ka Zai.. Yu So Chau...... supersigh!
Anyways since I'll have limited internet access there, so I won't blog as often d... hopefully I won't la... and Hopefully I can excel there.... wish me lucks yea.....
I MISS EVERYONE LA!
Monday, September 1, 2008
If it's not now, then when?
It's already 3 a.m but I still couldn't sleep. I promised myself to enjoy the last holiday or last unemployed night to the max. So I did... having dinner with ex-GE colleagues, watching animes, drinking coffee... all the simple things I cherish in life....
But somehow my mind is still at unease.... could it be problems I am facing now or the problems I bound to face in future? ......Am I thinking too much.... I always confide myself with the fact that God is fair and everyone has their share of problems..... I am aware of my permanent problem..... something I can never change, something I have to live with, something I have to endure through the rest of my life. The pressure from others, the negative remarks, the criticisms, the pretenders and the rejections. All I can do is to be who I am and hope for acceptance.
My family has always been the biggest part of my life. I'm no mamaboy but to me family is the definite priority. Just received news that my bro in Abu Dhabi encountered some problems. Although it will be solved, I could see the worry and pain in both my parents. Worried sick that they're here, but not able to do anything to help. .....I too can only witness this helplessly........
Had a long chat with mum too and she expressed her worries to me.... her frustration..... her aggravations..... All along I thought with she having an early retirement, she will enjoy the better half of life. But I can conclude the pressure she bears now is more than her working days. The worst part of it is the idea of not being able to do anything but to pray and hope for the best........ ....What is a son to do?
I am now venturing into the corporate world. Realizing the current situation, I vow to excel in life. Of course with the intention to enjoy better things in life, but the priority is to lighten the family's burden. ..... I must.... Hence, I have to be ambitious. I no longer can afford to settle for simplicity or to earn "just enough". Sacrifices are necessary.... I will have to work hard while I'm still young.... while I still have the strength..... while the problem still exists.... No point delaying or hoping for miracles to happen....
The problems are current. Actions have to be taken.
If it's not now, then when?
But somehow my mind is still at unease.... could it be problems I am facing now or the problems I bound to face in future? ......Am I thinking too much.... I always confide myself with the fact that God is fair and everyone has their share of problems..... I am aware of my permanent problem..... something I can never change, something I have to live with, something I have to endure through the rest of my life. The pressure from others, the negative remarks, the criticisms, the pretenders and the rejections. All I can do is to be who I am and hope for acceptance.
My family has always been the biggest part of my life. I'm no mamaboy but to me family is the definite priority. Just received news that my bro in Abu Dhabi encountered some problems. Although it will be solved, I could see the worry and pain in both my parents. Worried sick that they're here, but not able to do anything to help. .....I too can only witness this helplessly........
Had a long chat with mum too and she expressed her worries to me.... her frustration..... her aggravations..... All along I thought with she having an early retirement, she will enjoy the better half of life. But I can conclude the pressure she bears now is more than her working days. The worst part of it is the idea of not being able to do anything but to pray and hope for the best........ ....What is a son to do?
I am now venturing into the corporate world. Realizing the current situation, I vow to excel in life. Of course with the intention to enjoy better things in life, but the priority is to lighten the family's burden. ..... I must.... Hence, I have to be ambitious. I no longer can afford to settle for simplicity or to earn "just enough". Sacrifices are necessary.... I will have to work hard while I'm still young.... while I still have the strength..... while the problem still exists.... No point delaying or hoping for miracles to happen....
The problems are current. Actions have to be taken.
If it's not now, then when?
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