Still Alive....

I'm not gone...nor have I abandon this blog....... just busy with work.... lousy internet connection here (maxis broadband u sark!) and honestly quite lazy (rather read than write blog)........ always coming home tired, tipsy or both.......... will update new posts soon... sabar ler.......

Kuantan Kuantan, 4 months 4 months!

I'm freaking bored yoh..... I can't access to external websites with my company laptop and I don't have a personal one... Bleh.... luckily i still have my phone, and this is my first time blogging via E71...

Kuantan is fine ya'll..... It has everything I usually want in KL... Starbucks, all the fastfood chains (except Nandos),PDI, The Undershop wtf, Big Apple donuts.. Etc... You get the idea la... Went to Teluk Cempedak yesterday for the beach too... Quite nice but too hot.... Maybe go get suntan wtf...
and you'll see a damn dark black me.. :)

The one thing I don't have is friends here... Such a lonely fck... Hahhaha...Damn bored ler... dinner alone... Grocery shopping alone... All my colleagues here are married and commited to their families.... Sigh... Go out also just happy hour drink and get drunk.......

Now, I'm home blogging on a saturday night while watching Mortal Combat on TV2 super wtf.... Shaun you need a life..... 4 months.... 4 months....

ME and Hum Yee....

Tonight is my last night in Kl........ eh...... no............ only left a couple of hours in Kl before I leave for Kuantan to sell salted fish wtf. Sigh...... feeling a little homesick already even though I have not leave. This is the first time I'll be living alone independently, virgin wtf.

Have to focus on the positive points:

1. Can do whatever fck I want
2. Earn more money
3. May have an excuse to get a new laptop wtf
4. Can develop PR skills
5. Maybe forced to improve my cantonese and mandarin

Somehow still keep thinking of the negative points too:

1. Have to wash own clothes
2. Don't know how to iron clothes
3. Have to use own money for laundry wtf
4. Will have limited internet access sure die super wtf.
5. Maybe need to keep going to cyber cafes and waste money.
   
6. Rented room full of crocroaches
   
7. Hantu
8. I'M GONNA MISS THE FINALE OF THE TVB MOONLIGHT RESONANCE!!! Kun Ka Zai.. Yu So Chau...... supersigh!
   

Don't know why it's so much easier to state the negative points................................


Anyways since I'll have limited internet access there, so I won't blog as often d... hopefully I won't la... and Hopefully I can excel there.... wish me lucks yea.....

I MISS EVERYONE LA!

If it's not now, then when?

It's already 3 a.m but I still couldn't sleep. I promised myself to enjoy the last holiday or last unemployed night to the max. So I did... having dinner with ex-GE colleagues, watching animes, drinking coffee... all the simple things I cherish in life....

But somehow my mind is still at unease.... could it be problems I am facing now or the problems I bound to face in future? ......Am I thinking too much.... I always confide myself with the fact that God is fair and everyone has their share of problems..... I am aware of my permanent problem..... something I can never change, something I have to live with, something I have to endure through the rest of my life. The pressure from others, the negative remarks, the criticisms, the pretenders and the rejections. All I can do is to be who I am and hope for acceptance.

My family has always been the biggest part of my life. I'm no mamaboy but to me family is the definite priority. Just received news that my bro in Abu Dhabi encountered some problems. Although it will be solved, I could see the worry and pain in both my parents. Worried sick that they're here, but not able to do anything to help. .....I too can only witness this helplessly........

Had a long chat with mum too and she expressed her worries to me.... her frustration..... her aggravations..... All along I thought with she having an early retirement, she will enjoy the better half of life. But I can conclude the pressure she bears now is more than her working days. The worst part of it is the idea of not being able to do anything but to pray and hope for the best........ ....What is a son to do?

I am now venturing into the corporate world. Realizing the current situation, I vow to excel in life. Of course with the intention to enjoy better things in life, but the priority is to lighten the family's burden. ..... I must.... Hence, I have to be ambitious. I no longer can afford to settle for simplicity or to earn "just enough". Sacrifices are necessary.... I will have to work hard while I'm still young.... while I still have the strength..... while the problem still exists.... No point delaying or hoping for miracles to happen....

The problems are current. Actions have to be taken.

If it's not now, then when?

Poop Alert

I received an email with this pic attached to it. It sounds so familiar and I absolutely despise people who do it. To my disgust anjingku, Rain was really honored by it.

"Ehhh.... apa tu???"









"It's my award, faster give me!! It's MINE WTF"








"Okay okay, I sit down act cute...... give me la...."





Okay la.... Give you give you....

*So proud wtf*

P.S. Guess who walks Rain for his daily poop? Hehe... Disgusting ehh.......

Kementrian Bunyi

Went to celebrate June's birthday at Sunway. It was celebrated earlier than the actual date since everyone's pretty much busy with their own lives... June with 'bun' and many other friends, Ws with her work and Dumbledore, Wb with his studies and Bali souvenir, and me with my coming job. Sounds like we're drifting apart......not!!!! We'll definitely keep in touch since we're all equally 38!

Since it was in Pyramid, we didn't really have many choices to choose from.... so the bday girl decided to makan in Fridays. Perfect choice as we all secretly preferred there as well.... haha... They have a new menu and a few new dishes.. I tried the garlic chicken pasta thingie and it turned out to be nice! Would not recommend it if you're out on a date though... you know... garlic....

After dinner we went for drinks at the Rainforest Bistro...... I was a little nervous to go there due to my previous "ebony" experience but went anyways since it was ladies' night and the girls can have free drinks. It turned out to be alright. The crowd was still chillin' with their drinks... not surprising since it was only around 10 ish.. still too early to dance and oogaa oogaa!!

The next stop was Euphoria, Ministry Of Sound. I've heard of it before and wanted to go there for ages. And was I not disappointed! The place was huge! The main hall played house/ trance beats and there is another room which played R&B. If you're tired of all the dancing, there is also a lounge for you to chill at. Nice ehh!!!! and for my personal preference, it's a non-smoking area!! Fun Fun Fun!!! I'll definitely go there again in the near future!!!

Pee Deee.......

Finally...... don't know why but recently I have lost the interest to blog...... hot (hangat) hot (hangat) chicken (ayam) shit (tahi) wtf. But I decided to force myself since I don't wanna be those ppl who keep restarting new blogs after a while or those who restart a blog when they emo or whatever la......

Anyways, I went to Port Dickson with the highschool lads a couple of weeks back. Only stayed a night there since the others had to work and it's PD la.... nothing much to do..... The hotel was really nice... Avillion something.... no it's not the super-high-class/ expensive Avillion which has water and garden chalets but this one is just a normal hotel which belongs to the same group. Probably to cater middle-class people like me wtf. If I'm not mistaken it cost around Rm186+ + for non peak period. One bad point about this hotel is for not having its own beach. And we actually planned to fly kites... seriously... Instead the hotel only has a jetty with yatches and boats to envy at. When looked at those boats always say will work hard so that can own one in future.. typical Asian mentality .. when young young must study hard and non stop tuition, then as an adult will work like mad hoping to buy anything under the sun wtf... The name of the boat will be Kiasu! lol.

As predicted, there isn't anything to do there.... only swam in the hotel pool...... played ping pong (The Super Trio Show style) and drove out makan. Then bought supper back to the hotel and eat somemore. Seriously it's just a fun relaxing trip with nothing to do nia........