Lum Kor

How can I believe that my heart could find, someone like you you see, the real me, no in betweens, I have no where to hide.

You took away the walls around me, Made me feel safe to share my truth.

I see the heavens open, A heart that once was broken, Is holding nothing back Now that I've found you.
You hold me like a prayer, you touched me everywhere, A lifetime just ain't enough to love you through, Oh baby Now that I've found you.

You believe we're meant to be, our chemistry will last forever, In through the years we'll see some tears, we'll conquer fears, together we will grow.

Looking in your eyes they tell me, I no longer have to feel alone...

You see me, The real me, You believed in me....... Now that I've found you.

2008.....so old so fast!

Okay, finally I am posting something this year....... have been MIA recently bcoz have lost the urge to post anything...even if things happened.....lots of things happened ......makeups. ....breakups..... Xmas....fckup assignments [still ongoing...fck]....... my bro's brain surgeries.....damn.....its not a good year....so didnt really have the mood to update...

Anyways, the reason I post something today is because something big happened again......Finally I am attached.....and this time i am so damn happy and contented about it that I think it's worth blogging. We met while clubbing, chatted alot....had even more in common... and ended up having breakfast on bed together. Ahhh... sinful pleasures....... even planned to migrate to US or UK in a couple of years time.... yes I know it's fast, but sometimes you can't help it when you finally met the right person ehh?? *winks*

The next big thing that happened is how I find myself changing throughout these 3 months... I think it's partly my bro's incident that made me realised how short life can be and how important family support is. Seriously.....I've watched this kinda of yada yada family love shitty thingie but it's totally different when you experience it. And this is also how I witness the extent of maternal love a mother can offer to her children. This brought us all so much closer together. I'm sooo blessed to be in this family.

Third thing that I'm concerned with is my upcoming finals.......which means I will be graduating in a couple of months time!!! Can't wait to graduate and start work and earn money money money!!! Seriously need money to save, buy clothes, perfumes and GADGETS......... so many new phones out there not purchased ..........it's a sin I tell ya!!!!! *rolls eyes like shallow old blondie*

Oh ya....today I took my passport pic too......and I still have a previous pic taken about 6 months back..... nothing much to say about it..... I'll let u see and decide for yourself......

July 07

March 08

Ya i know it's not that nice but seriously was shocked and relieved when I compared them.... even mum, dad, bro all were like WTF...

ok enough with this...gotta start on my assignment..... Adiosssssss......

Oh ya oh ya........just wanna ask everyone if you prefer to have the sweetest dream ever and waking up dissapointed... or never dream of it and never know what it feels like???

p.s If you really believed me when I said I was attached....you seriously don't know me...... hahahahha... Welcome to 2008 suckers!!! =P

Quotes...

"Be civil to all; sociable to many; familiar with few; friend to one; enemy to none. "
- Benjamin Franklin

"People will pay more to be entertained than educated."
- Johnny Carson

"If you cannot convince them, confuse them."
- Harry S. Truman

"When you win, say nothing. When you lose, say less."
- Paul Brown

"Men are like steel. When they lose their temper, they lose their worth."
- Chuck Norris

"The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good."
- Samuel Johnson

"Whenever you are asked if you can do a job, tell ’em, ’Certainly I can!’ Then get busy and find out how to do it."
- Theodore Roosevelt

"Well-timed silence hath more eloquence than speech."
- Martin Fraquhar Tupper

"The only truly happy people are married women and single men."
- H.L. Mencken

"Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible."
- Claude T. Bissell

"Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.”- Albert Schweitzer


"Every failure is a step to success.”- William Whewell


“It is a thousand times better to have common sense without education than to have education without common sense.”- Robert Green Ingersoll


“Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.”- Benjamin Disraeli


"Living in the lap of luxury isn't bad, except you never know when luxury is going to stand up." - Orson Welles


"It is better to be approximately right than precisely wrong." - Warren Buffett


"The only truly happy people are married women and single men." - H.L. Mencken

"Be civil to all; sociable to many; familiar with few; friend to one; enemy to none." - Benjamin Franklin


"If you cannot convince them, confuse them." - Harry S. Truman


"80% of questions are statements in disguise."
- Unknown


"Women think of being a man as a gift. It is a duty. Even making love can be a duty. A man has always got to get it up, and love isn't always enough." - Norman Mailer


“Power doesn't have to show off. Power is confident, self-assuring, self-starting and self-stopping, self-warming, and self-justifying. When you have it, you know it.”- Ralph Ellison


“Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and remove all doubt.”- Abraham Lincoln


“To live for a time close to great minds is the best kind of education.”- John Buchan


“Remember that time is money.”- Benjamin Franklin


“Young men think old men are fools, but old men know young men are fools.”- George Chapman


"October is one of those dangerous months to speculate in stocks. The others are January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September, November, and December." - Mark Twain


“Success makes so many people hate you. It would be wonderful to enjoy success without seeing envy in the eyes of those around you.”- Marilyn Monroe


“Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got.”- Sophia Loren


“I love Mickey Mouse more than any woman I've ever known.”- Walt Disney

Assignmented!

It's been a while since I updated my blog......have been really busy preparing for assignments actually.........nah.....have been busy procrastinating.......and didn't really have anything to update....yes, my life is that boring! Lols........well....actually a few things happened....hehe...like Ws's bday.....good times!...till now i don't really have anything to write about.....unless you wanna hear me whine about my assignments and crappy time management..............

*Book to read so boring can die*

*Handwriting so ugly examiner can die*

*front distraction can die*

*right hand side distraction also can die*

*left-hand side distraction sure die*

Somebody help me!

Today

... surprising but relaxing......today is funny day.......today is 11.11.07

*wanna buy Toto 6D 111107 and the inverted 071111..... kena kena!!!!!!!*

*I miss Shabu-Shabu*

~Changes~

Have you ever realised that your taste on food, fashion, girls, guys, and everything else under the sun has changed over the years while you were growing up?

Well for me, I've only realised that recently. When I was young I really hated seafood. Now, all I ever wanna eat are ONLY prawn, crab and fish. Nah, just kidding..seafood still STINKS!! Lolz. Okay, seriously I realised I did changed a little in my fashion sense. I no longer think striking coloured tops are a mere cry for attention. Now i really think they look hot! [or am I lack of attention...............................] I now realised wearing sleeveless or singlets are nice......but you have got to have a nice body.....It still sucks seeing an 'unfortunate' build guy wearing a singlet with his bulu-bulu sticking out from his armpits......and the worst would be when he sweats...... smells like vineger and salt chips...............hahahahaha..................

As for food wise, chinese food is 'kang ta lok'= swallowable now....haha.....FYI, I really hated chinese food when I was young........Instead, only burgers, fries, steaks and steam vege are the only things I classified as food. Now, I still hate chinese rice and dishes.....but at least i've improved.. I love bbq pork slice (bak gua)....I always craved for HOkkien noodles.......Chee cheong fun is yummy.....Ampang Young Tau Foo *drools*.......and Esquire Kitchen's food (eggplant and sweet sour soup) rocks!

Okay I'm not finished about food yet............somehow I prefer ketchup to chilli sauce now.....it maybe normal to you....but i was really bummed about it....I used to think that ketchup was only for kids.....and I didn't like it anyway because it's sour. Now, I take 2 saucers whenever I go McD....pressed once for chilli sauce....and pressed like 3-5 times for ketchup.........*jilat jilat*... wtf!

The most apparent change I noticed is my constant cravings for desserts. Omg..... brownies.... ice cream....... pancakes.......... waffles...................... I was never really a dessert person before. I only liked solid food like pizza or chips....something salty....now I would crave for something sweet......maybe my sweet tooth is finally growing.........

~Banana Puding~

~Pancake~

~Waffle World~

WuWu-ish

Effort does not necessarily produce result.............this is what I learnt..........am sulking now..........wuwuwuwuwu........fuck........... have spent 2 fcking days researching and producing NUTS..........heck i'm not even liking what i'm doing.........how am I suppose to see myself doing this for the rest of my life??? Fuck la.........fuck..................................................................................... Give me strength?? It only gave me mood swings and the sense of hopelessness.......... how how how? Wtf, i'm becoming whiny..........I blame myself.........i am sorry..........sorry for taking the wrong studies and career path......would definately enjoy cooking or maybe marketing..................fuck fuck fuck....................I think I will need to go to Ms Read soon..........any goers? (pls dun expect a sad guy to spend you....have some pity you vultures!)

~Ms Read Lemon Murange Pie thingies~

~Ms Read Brownie with Ice-Cream laDuh~