Can someone please give me a reason to blog?
Pfft..............
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
CNY with a not so Huat 2010
One word to sum up this year's Chinese New Year... No it's not 'Fatt'! No it's not 'Huat-ahh'! And No it's not 'Picture!!!!'
SIEN! It's damn boring......although the reunion with my family was good. It was enjoyable probably due to the anticipation of CNY-eve and all, plus I made my awesome-delicious-pastinaklagi- Lime tea with almond jelly for dessert! Got the idea from the PurpleCane restaurant and thought of trying it out myself. The jelly was as good as the restaurants but the tea I used was a little bitter. Maybe too kau. Also because the restaurant used black tea and I used green thinking they would taste about the same. Apparently not.
This year I made a vow not to gamble but on the eve night itself I failed. Played with the Lims the game 'In-Between'. Started off with RM2..... ended up losing nearly RM70. Wtf right. Where got own family win own family money one....*soreloser rant*... and where got people who got Ace and Queen kena another Ace, making me kena tiang and pay double wtf!. Being optimistic and in denial I think it was good coz it reminded me not to gamble in the coming days. Maybe that's why CNY has been so boring. But cannot la I cannot risk losing all my angpow money. I rather eat eat eat cookies.
Somehow my interest towards bowling grew over the past few weeks. Have been youtubing bowling tournaments and made me reflect my old bowling days. HAHAHAHAHA like damn good but actually still suck ass. HAHAHAHA. No la actually have been playing quite a lot lately and now quite engrossed with it. And my ball's damn old with scratches and scars.......................... sorry old ball, but sometimes I do blame you for not striking the pins. sometimes only not everytime wtf.
On the serious note, I realized I'm at a stage of my life where I have everything I want. Not yearning for anything in particular besides having another ball.... and Ipad. and new wallet. and AX grey jeans... and ... Ok let me rephrase: I realized I'm at a stage of my life where I have everything I need. Family ok, health ok, career ok, friends ok. All Ok. I wanted to write this grateful post few months back but frankly was quite pantang/superstitious afraid it would jinx it. So if in the next post I write that everything went wrong, then confirm it's jinx and I'll delete this post and you must forget everything I wrote k. oh wtf.
Seriously must be grateful of what we have now coz this morning in office I found out my colleague's mum met an accident a week ago and passed away 2 days b4 CNY. Can't imagine what his family must be going through but let's pray for them ya. All the more for us to appreciate what we have now and not complain about what we don't have *cough AX grey jeans cough*. I slap myself.
OK la wanna sleep d. Tomorrow going to an empty office to work. Everyone is still on leave but it's better this way coz it's quiet and I can work more efficiently since there's no one to disturb me.
nites and.............................
HUAT ARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s Somehow the word 'Huat Arrrr' reminds me of Lady Gaga's Bad Romance....
SIEN! It's damn boring......although the reunion with my family was good. It was enjoyable probably due to the anticipation of CNY-eve and all, plus I made my awesome-delicious-pastinaklagi- Lime tea with almond jelly for dessert! Got the idea from the PurpleCane restaurant and thought of trying it out myself. The jelly was as good as the restaurants but the tea I used was a little bitter. Maybe too kau. Also because the restaurant used black tea and I used green thinking they would taste about the same. Apparently not.
This year I made a vow not to gamble but on the eve night itself I failed. Played with the Lims the game 'In-Between'. Started off with RM2..... ended up losing nearly RM70. Wtf right. Where got own family win own family money one....*soreloser rant*... and where got people who got Ace and Queen kena another Ace, making me kena tiang and pay double wtf!. Being optimistic and in denial I think it was good coz it reminded me not to gamble in the coming days. Maybe that's why CNY has been so boring. But cannot la I cannot risk losing all my angpow money. I rather eat eat eat cookies.
Somehow my interest towards bowling grew over the past few weeks. Have been youtubing bowling tournaments and made me reflect my old bowling days. HAHAHAHAHA like damn good but actually still suck ass. HAHAHAHA. No la actually have been playing quite a lot lately and now quite engrossed with it. And my ball's damn old with scratches and scars.......................... sorry old ball, but sometimes I do blame you for not striking the pins. sometimes only not everytime wtf.
On the serious note, I realized I'm at a stage of my life where I have everything I want. Not yearning for anything in particular besides having another ball.... and Ipad. and new wallet. and AX grey jeans... and ... Ok let me rephrase: I realized I'm at a stage of my life where I have everything I need. Family ok, health ok, career ok, friends ok. All Ok. I wanted to write this grateful post few months back but frankly was quite pantang/superstitious afraid it would jinx it. So if in the next post I write that everything went wrong, then confirm it's jinx and I'll delete this post and you must forget everything I wrote k. oh wtf.
Seriously must be grateful of what we have now coz this morning in office I found out my colleague's mum met an accident a week ago and passed away 2 days b4 CNY. Can't imagine what his family must be going through but let's pray for them ya. All the more for us to appreciate what we have now and not complain about what we don't have *cough AX grey jeans cough*. I slap myself.
OK la wanna sleep d. Tomorrow going to an empty office to work. Everyone is still on leave but it's better this way coz it's quiet and I can work more efficiently since there's no one to disturb me.
nites and.............................
HUAT ARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s Somehow the word 'Huat Arrrr' reminds me of Lady Gaga's Bad Romance....
Monday, January 4, 2010
2010 Post #1... eh no it's Post#2
Helloo!!!!! It's been so long since I last posted something... eh actually it was just 2 days ago but it doesn't count la because it was an update to announce my return kononnya wtf. The last serious post was in Sept 09.... which means this blog died-ed for a whole 3 months. Truth be told I was lazy to blog since I realized there's nothing worth blogging about. Not that now something has happened but I just felt like it. So yea.................... *awkward silence*........ I think it's the new year, new hope ma...
Anyways in case you're wondering, I'm doing fine... so far work is fine, family is fine, dog is fine, stray cats outside my house also fine. Went to HK and Macau with friends in Nov coz it's been more than a year since I last travelled. Kinda fun exploring new places and places I always see in TVB drama. Then went there again as a tour guide when my family decided to go there for Xmas. It's been even longer since I travelled overseas with my family. More than 5 years. *guilty* So it was really nice spending time with them, going shopping, eating, and talking craps. Can see my parents are really happy =).
*She sees the shop* *She tries one on* *She looks for another**she's chosen one and dad's in peace wtf*
Another new update is me getting a new car bcoz I gotta pass the bumble satria to my younger bro (omg how time flies, younger bro is already going to college, driving). Next he'll start bringing girls home and everyone's gonna ask why am I still single and I'll go wtf and they'll ask again and I'll continue wtf'ing and they will start to match make me and finally I'll superwtf cannot take it and avoid them altogether. Ok enough......
To start 2010 I decided to rear fishes. When I told Ws that she asked if I bought it to eat wtf.I wanted to do something I didn't think I would do before. And rearing fishes is one of them. I used to think fishes are one of the most boring pet. Actually I still do. Swim swim swim... cannot play with it.. only can use finger poke the glass hoping to attract its attention. But this year,I'm doing it coz I think it's something I can do without being responsible wtf. I don't have to feed them at a specific time, I don't have to walk them so they can poo, and most importantly they don't have feelings wtf. In short it's my ideal open-relationship. Maybe I should update my facebook status; Open-Relationship with the Gapi(s). It's fun seeing them swim up and down, sometimes playing catching or fighting I dunno. See, because I dunno I don't have to feel guilty . Even if I knew, I couldn't do anything. Cannot slap it's butt or bribe them with treats. Kinda sad coz one of the fish died this morning. It jumped out of the aquarium last night when I said it would make a nice fishball (no la kidding) and it was not normal when my dad put it back in. Next day it 'kwiaok-ed'. I guess it saw the light wtf.New year resolutions for 2010. Not sure if I will do it but better to set something rather than nothing at all right....
- Stay healthy (eat less fried food maybe, drink less coffee impossible)
- Get at least 4 out of 6 abs wtf (always stuck at 2)
- Graduate the MT program
- Earn more money (or rather spend less)
- Visit and donate to the Special Children home at Taman Mega (something I wanted to do last year but didn't because I kept procrastinating)
- Sponsor a child in worldvision.com (also talk big only in 2009)
- Meet Ryan Seacrest and be the next American Idol wtf.
- Being able to sing at least 10 chinese songs in Redbox.
- Be strong and not change my handphone till Q3 2010 (Iphone 64Gb I'll (try to) wait for you!)
- Be happy, stay happy and keep everyone else happy like Barney coz it rhymes wtf.
Have a Great, Awesome, Chun-ted, and Happy 2010 everyone!
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
1 Year~
Today marks my 1 year working in the company. Nothing to shout about, only went supper with T eating curry mee wtf and wondering how fast time flies...... from Kuantan to Penang and now back in PJ.... gonna do my first year sign off and hope it will be fine..... I was kinda freaked out from what happened to the previous MT but now I'm keeping an open mind... let whatever come, come la..... I have enough train tracks on my forehead d.... My last resort is to find a sugarmummy/daddy who expires in a year anyways.... so no worries, i will survive...
I realised there're not much things to look forward to in life.... study study study, work work work, then wait to kick the bucket..... not sure what I want now..... actually I do.... I want an Iphone 3gs... ..... I wanna go for a holiday.... I want new sets of headphones.... I wanna watch The Ugly Truth..... I wanna get a new car........ but in the end I'm still not sure what I really need....... ok la... sleep.
I realised there're not much things to look forward to in life.... study study study, work work work, then wait to kick the bucket..... not sure what I want now..... actually I do.... I want an Iphone 3gs... ..... I wanna go for a holiday.... I want new sets of headphones.... I wanna watch The Ugly Truth..... I wanna get a new car........ but in the end I'm still not sure what I really need....... ok la... sleep.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
M.I.A... M.N
Have been away for quite a bit now..... not dead... and I will be back....
Maybe I'm Away... Maybe Not.... wtf
Maybe I'm Away... Maybe Not.... wtf
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
why?
Have been really stressed up recently. Work and personal issues. Sigh. And I've been talking to people who are pretty depressed too. Accumulated in a way. Sigh.
Got closer to Jx when she came to Penang. We chatted a bit and got to know her a little better. Turns out she's going to resign and start a new life in Shanghai, alone. I really respected her for her bravery. Apparently working in a large corporation isn't as easy as it seems. Ambitious people are all over and they will do anything to be on top. By whatever means that is. Funny thing this was verified by V too...... sad to see how much they have changed, from being so enthusiastic initially to frustration and resentment at the end. I guess I'll experience it when I return to KL soon enough.
On a different note, Jx brought up a good topic which I found to be rather interesting. She broke up with her bf recently and was not really affected by it. In fact, she was the one who initiated it. She seemed fine to me. Until yesterday while talking to her and she confessed how uncomfortable she's been feeling. How she struggled to put a strong outlook, with a deep scar inside. I totally understand what she was going through. She also brought up this saviour-syndrome she thinks we have. How we get attached or treat people better because we think they needed us. Not sure if it's really out of sympathy but it's within that line. Not a good thing because it'll never have a happy ending.
I somehow feel life's pretty empty now. Not sure why but I don't have anything to look forward to. Not with work. Not with friends. Not with going back to KL. Not even my coming bday. I seriously wanna know why.....
Got closer to Jx when she came to Penang. We chatted a bit and got to know her a little better. Turns out she's going to resign and start a new life in Shanghai, alone. I really respected her for her bravery. Apparently working in a large corporation isn't as easy as it seems. Ambitious people are all over and they will do anything to be on top. By whatever means that is. Funny thing this was verified by V too...... sad to see how much they have changed, from being so enthusiastic initially to frustration and resentment at the end. I guess I'll experience it when I return to KL soon enough.
On a different note, Jx brought up a good topic which I found to be rather interesting. She broke up with her bf recently and was not really affected by it. In fact, she was the one who initiated it. She seemed fine to me. Until yesterday while talking to her and she confessed how uncomfortable she's been feeling. How she struggled to put a strong outlook, with a deep scar inside. I totally understand what she was going through. She also brought up this saviour-syndrome she thinks we have. How we get attached or treat people better because we think they needed us. Not sure if it's really out of sympathy but it's within that line. Not a good thing because it'll never have a happy ending.
I somehow feel life's pretty empty now. Not sure why but I don't have anything to look forward to. Not with work. Not with friends. Not with going back to KL. Not even my coming bday. I seriously wanna know why.....
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